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If only you could see what is in my heart, 

maybe then you won't have torn it apart. 

With a resounding echo memories surface from the past, 

maybe you and I were never meant to last. 

But what of these emotions? Why do they feel so right? 

Why must you fill my thoughts every single night? 

I try to turn away; I try so hard to hide; 

but the further I went away, the more a part of me died. 

Now I am without an answer - I have not even a clue, 

of what else I can do to stop myself falling again for 

you. 

I look at my life and connect the dots of pain; 

Pain! - You are doomed to haunt me over and over again. 

Despair has overtaken me, 

Loneliness reigns by royal decree. 

I can no longer fight this torment - 

Quietly I shall fade away, into nothingness I shall be sent.