Im so sorry

I’m empty
no feelings
no love
compassion
I don’t care
I kept giving
kept trying to save the world
to help
somehow
someone
but I’ve been hurt
I’ve fallen in love
I’ve learned so many things
but the most important thing I’ve been taught:
honesty does stand up among all else
u can have a relationship if ur not open
vulnerable
i learned that too late
i lost the love i tried to protect
im so sorry
im so sorry
but those words mean little
they cant mend the heart ive broken
and the sad thing is
she still loves me

 

What Hurts The Most?

“You want to know what hurts the most?
Not losing her, not that she likes one of my friends
Not the way we embraced, not the way we held hands
The thing that hurts the most is my heart
It holds the memories that make it ache.”

Fσя Hєя

As I walked into your life and hopefully your heart…
I realized our relationship will never drift apart…
As I ran my fingers through your hair…
I'm dazzled…happy…not in despair…
Your heart is like a flame, burning with desire,
I light these candles and realize my love for you uplifts higher…
One day you will own a throne…
Any will do…you're my princesses, my baby…I love you. 

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I Tяιє∂ тσ Tєℓℓ Yσυ

I tried to tell you I love you

but the words were hard to find.

I'm always thinking about you

you're the only one on my mind.

Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face

I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.

There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.

You wanted me to hold you but I

kept letting you go.

I'm afraid that I am not the guy

you've searched for all these years.

I will kindly leave now don't you cry

try to hold back your tears.

It's been so long I haven't seen you

for quite awhile

When I think of how we me met it only

brings back your smile.

I remember when I held you then and

told you we'd never part

I loved you then I love you now and

I'll hold you in my heart. 

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Part 1

Fяιєη∂ѕ ησ ℓσηgєя

Sorry I forgot to tell you
That as my friend you must be true.
As that I want to say,
No more were we at play.
I meant to tell you the future looked bright,
But all of a sudden we got in a fight.
I went to tell you we should be friends,
That I will be here untill the end.
But you would not listen to me,
So friends no longer shall we be.

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"ησ ƒяιєη∂ αт αℓℓ"

I once had a friend, who was a wonderful girl
Being her friend was like haveing a bright, new pearl
She was the best, she was so much fun
But then one day she decided that she was done
She would not talk, She would not play
So I was left alone, left alone all day
To tell her how i felt.. Well i didn't have the guts
Yet everyday the pain got worse like big paper cuts
This girl would get mad even when i would try to call
I had a friend, A really nice friend, a friend that was no friend at all

ραιη

If only you could see what is in my heart, 

maybe then you won't have torn it apart. 

With a resounding echo memories surface from the past, 

maybe you and I were never meant to last. 

But what of these emotions? Why do they feel so right? 

Why must you fill my thoughts every single night? 

I try to turn away; I try so hard to hide; 

but the further I went away, the more a part of me died. 

Now I am without an answer - I have not even a clue, 

of what else I can do to stop myself falling again for 

you. 

I look at my life and connect the dots of pain; 

Pain! - You are doomed to haunt me over and over again. 

Despair has overtaken me, 

Loneliness reigns by royal decree. 

I can no longer fight this torment - 

Quietly I shall fade away, into nothingness I shall be sent.

Bяσкєη нєαят

I Never really knew, how a broken heart felt

I guess I owe it to you to find it out

I had gotten under your spell

I believed you to be truthful as me

But, that's not how it turned out to be

I trusted you completely

With my heart and my soul too

I thought you truly loved me

Till I found out it wasn't true

You kept telling me your love was strong

Why did you tease me saying that to me

I gave you my whole self

Couldn't you see what you meant to me

I guess you weren't man enough

To really tell me how you felt

You just kept leading me on

It didn't matter to you how I felt

I hope you are happy now

That you shredded my heart

One day soon

Someone will break Your heart